It's been a long while

Hey y'all! It's been about a year since I have blogged, way too long but my life is so crazy! I had a beautiful little boy name Ledger on October 8th 2012 weighing in at 7.3 lbs and 20.25 inches long. Basically he is adorable!

BraeLynn loves being a big sister and enjoys helping me out with her baby brother. She is learning and growing up so fast-time needs to stop! I need my babies to stay babies...at least a little while longer.

Dustin is no longer working in Nevada. He is now in cripple creek Colorado and thinks it's a pretty awesome town, better than good ol' battle mountain! He is farther away so I don't get to see him much. :( but like always we make do and it works for us.

Exciting news: we are in the process of buying a house! We should be closing next week sometime! It has been quite the process! Scary, but I'm unusually calm? Weird, because I'm a high strung, stressed out nut case half the time! I know this house was the right choice for our family and can not wait to get in and paint!

I have been following a very inspiring blog about overcoming your fears and working your ass off to become healthy. Brandi is amazing, brutally honest and drop dead gorgeous! You can check out her blog Here.
After much thought I have decided to blog my progress. I'm very nervous but hope that I can stick to it and get some helpful tips and positive feedback!
So... Today I weigh in at 177.8 pounds. I'm a fatty. Hating myself and constantly struggling to get to my goal weight of 125 or less. I am honestly disgusted with myself for letting myself go. Being a former skinny girl this has been so depressing, unbearable, ugly, gross and just plain ridiculous!  I am nursing my sweet son which makes this a tad bit more difficult for me. (Other nursing mothers may not have a hard time dropping the weight)  I work out and my milk goes sour, I eat much less -I lose my milk. So I'm doing weight watchers and so far loving it. I am working on portion control and eating healthier food choices. I will slowly start adding exercise once I get the food control down. I know that this will be a long and excruciating process but I am ready for the sweat, blood and tears! This girl needs to feel sexy! I mean who doesn't want to be a MILF?
I will do my best at posting weight loss pictures after every 10 pounds I lose. Weekly I will post my current weight and keep you all updated on my current struggles, motivators and tools that I find helpful. This is my first real attempt to lose weight so please bear with me!
Ready to be grossed out??
Oh I can't believe I'm posting my fat pictures on here...online....shoot me now!!

 

Well since I've put it all out here I better get to work!