I am a little late on posting. Not this time....I was so sure I would be pregnant with my husband home all month of December, but I guess God has different plans for us. Surprisingly I am okay. I didn't cry and don't plan on it. I recently told my husband that I am not going to beat myself up over having another baby and when it happens it will happen. It's still hard to see people I know posting on Facebook that they are pregnant and seeing people I know cute and pregnant. I want it so bad but have come to terms that it may not happen when I want it to or even at all. At least I have one beautiful baby girl that keeps me busy, who I love more than life itself.
So when it happens it happens. I am not going to beat myself up over this and I am DONE stressing about it every single month for the last year!
Friday, January 13, 2012
Friday, January 6, 2012
Life Happens Fast
So much has happened these last few weeks. Dusty came home for B's birthday and while he was getting ready to head back to Nevada for a week before his Christmas break he got a call and was told to stay here in Utah. What a nice surprise it was to have him home for an extra week! We were lucky enough to spend 3 wonderful and fast weeks with him. B especially enjoyed having her daddy here!
B was a very good girl last year and Santa Clause sure agreed! She was one spoiled little girl!
I got a call for a job interview and got hired on the spot! I started my first day of training on the 30th of December at 5 am....till 5 pm. What a long day that was! I was feeling very uneasy about the whole situation, working 12 hour shifts, being away from B for so long was even harder specially with her Dad living in Nevada I didn't feel like she was going to adjust very well. The second day of training I broke down and decided this wasn't something that was going to work for our family. B agreed. The whole time I was working she would say over and over again "Dad where's my mom? I miss my mom. I want my mommy to be home with me." Broke my heart that she was missing me so much. So I quit. I guess I will feel at ease when I find the right job that works with our situation. If not, than at least I tried and we will make do.
A couple of days ago my landlords called and said they would like to sell the house and if are interested in buying than we will go ahead and agree on a price and move forward with that. Well they don't even know what they want for it, which is frustrating because we have already been pre-approved, and the mortgage company is just waiting for a sale price to take to the lender. I called the landlords to make an offer and hopefully agree on something and they wouldn't accept my offer, they want a lot more than we feel is appropriate for a twin home, not to mention they refused to pay closing costs.....I may be confused but I thought the sellers usually pay the closing costs?? Oh well. I told them that they can go ahead and put the house up for sale and in the meantime we will find a place to buy and I will let them know of the date we will be leaving. They didn't like that idea and wanted to discuss this further in February. AHH! Don't tell me that you want to sale your house but you have no idea what to list it at or even what the home is worth! Maybe in a month or two we will know more of what they want to do and with that what we want to do.
B finally went in for her preschool testing with the district! The testing they do determines what services she qualifies for. I have one smart little girl! She doesn't qualify for free preschool (which is what I was hoping for!) but she does have speech issues that she will need to see a speech therapist twice a week if not more. I am so excited that she will finally be getting some help! I will finally be able to understand her more, and since she doesn't shut up it will be nice to know what she is actually saying!
I need to get pics uploaded on here, but since I take all my pics and video through my phone I haven't quite figured out how to do it yet. Once I can get it figured out I will post pics!
B was a very good girl last year and Santa Clause sure agreed! She was one spoiled little girl!
I got a call for a job interview and got hired on the spot! I started my first day of training on the 30th of December at 5 am....till 5 pm. What a long day that was! I was feeling very uneasy about the whole situation, working 12 hour shifts, being away from B for so long was even harder specially with her Dad living in Nevada I didn't feel like she was going to adjust very well. The second day of training I broke down and decided this wasn't something that was going to work for our family. B agreed. The whole time I was working she would say over and over again "Dad where's my mom? I miss my mom. I want my mommy to be home with me." Broke my heart that she was missing me so much. So I quit. I guess I will feel at ease when I find the right job that works with our situation. If not, than at least I tried and we will make do.
A couple of days ago my landlords called and said they would like to sell the house and if are interested in buying than we will go ahead and agree on a price and move forward with that. Well they don't even know what they want for it, which is frustrating because we have already been pre-approved, and the mortgage company is just waiting for a sale price to take to the lender. I called the landlords to make an offer and hopefully agree on something and they wouldn't accept my offer, they want a lot more than we feel is appropriate for a twin home, not to mention they refused to pay closing costs.....I may be confused but I thought the sellers usually pay the closing costs?? Oh well. I told them that they can go ahead and put the house up for sale and in the meantime we will find a place to buy and I will let them know of the date we will be leaving. They didn't like that idea and wanted to discuss this further in February. AHH! Don't tell me that you want to sale your house but you have no idea what to list it at or even what the home is worth! Maybe in a month or two we will know more of what they want to do and with that what we want to do.
B finally went in for her preschool testing with the district! The testing they do determines what services she qualifies for. I have one smart little girl! She doesn't qualify for free preschool (which is what I was hoping for!) but she does have speech issues that she will need to see a speech therapist twice a week if not more. I am so excited that she will finally be getting some help! I will finally be able to understand her more, and since she doesn't shut up it will be nice to know what she is actually saying!
I need to get pics uploaded on here, but since I take all my pics and video through my phone I haven't quite figured out how to do it yet. Once I can get it figured out I will post pics!
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